kelly's

2007-12-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

Lol. what i can say is ...
certain ppl like 'dan' on th tagboard really spoils ppl mood lah. -.-
spam for all you like idiots.
and being ugly isn't my fault, fuck.

2007-12-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Days Before Christmas

24-25th Dec ; Christmas

Today !

lovelove.

this spells love. X3

2007-12-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS !

hohoho. Santa Claus is coming to town~
May all yr wishes come tru!
Most imptly, mine!:D haha.

J.I.W.K.J 一辈子的友情 -
♥

2007-12-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

tht feeling again. :(

of staring blankly at th computer,

sitting alone in th room and doing nth.

thr's only one window opened at th computer screen.

and tht is my blogger post. :(

i hate th feeling of loneliness.
words said no more.

2007-12-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

ain't it sad tht th next time we met was in a hospital.

whr Uncle was dripped w. tubes, blood dripping.

and uncountable anxiously waits for,

th operation. aft 2years plus of nt meeting.

This was Our Reuion - Hospital.

hey yooo.

quite happy today really.

tho spent most of my time stoning.

but in th end saw some of my aunts, uncles, and cousins again.

i guess this feeling really is undescribable.

i just thought.

wasn't it really pathetic tht this was our happy ending?

it could have ALL been avoided.

we cldn't have waited till now to meet.

netherless, it's too late. :(
SHYT YOU KELLY.
FOR CAUSING THOSE FUCKING THINGS THEN.
EAT SHIT LAH. IDIOT. D:<

i know it's really weird to start posting again,

and start w. these kinda of things.

but, can't help it.

must cherish time, and enjoy life.

i don't wanna live w. another regret yeah.

TAKECARE BELOVEDS.

2007-12-17T20:15:00.001+08:00

Helooooooooo.
i was really bored lah.
thn i go create xanga acc.
halfway thru gt bored and quited redoing th skin.
it looks kns nw ahah! :D
and it's quite cool actually.
but being th tiongxim person as i am,
i shall stay loyal to blogger ! ^^
Blogger Wansui ! (:

lols. by nw you can see i'm bored liao bah -.-
i still wanted to go to paint and anyhow draw one pic.
but it was disastorous. :/
Oh ! i'm really tempted to play audi :(
someone help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzz.
nvmind, dl-ing nw.
if really can play hor, i'm so going to be happy! ^^
plsplsplsplsplspls. plsplsplsplspls
hahaha

blahhhhh! i didn't want to post de loh!
here i am liao. byebye! :P

2007-12-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

I'm here to blogged again w a happysad-kinda-mood ?
lols. but when it was w. wr and jas, it's happy de loh :D

okay w\e ahah. -.-

sososo..
i will start w. ytd update, shalln't we ? ^^
first we met up at 161 bbcourt at 2 ,
aft which we played bball awhile ,
altho we had wanted to self trained awhile actually.
but cause later some boys wanted to borrow ball ,
so we didn't quite really played.
When it started to rain ,
we thn decided to go eat lunch ,
but we ended up going fairprice instead aha.
decided on quite alot of food to cook ,
and finally decided upon baking cookies ! Yummy! :P

went to my hse ,
ate th self-cooked instant duck porridge
and played maple. till like 6 leh :/
thn we jiu faster chiong go bake cookie lols.
i like th process ^^ altho all v.mahuan lah..
and we invented a new favour cookies okay !
called Strawberry-with-Chocolate cookies. :P
aft baking th first set , we decided to bake more haha.
end up we baked like super alot cookies ?
cause we wanted give ppl for x'mas gifts.
ain't we great uh ? shutup , i know th ans :].
haha oh. aft th trying of th first,
we found out tht strawberry was really nice XD.
thn we go mixed them w. th dough, and put choco above,
for th next few sets. but it turned out yuckier! haha.
somemore th last set was anyhow did. xD
i rmb we gt drop th dough of one set on th floor before.....
ahahah. lots of fun, but no pics tho :].
except for one, which shows th baking of th cookies.. but nt w. me xD
okok. and dono since when during baking ,
jas gt really high kay , and she gt highed w. wanr.
and they both keep highing :D
to think of it , it was really funny lahs ,
at th same time fun , memorable to me. (th whole process)
but sadly.. i cldn't get really high w. them at tht time lol.. D:
i'm sucha sucker spoiler of mood lahs! ahh.
but later i gt high aft wanr. kinda of like calm down.
and we high agains. -.- lollllllllllllllll.
what i'm trying to say is It Was Fun. Fullstop. (:
oh yah! we gt make one lover cookie cake, lols.-.-
we bake, bake, bake. thn arnd 10 plus le!
and somemore those cookies haven't like really bake finish.
so , jiu stayover :].
And tht was when mum started all th nonsenses ...

first. what's th point of stayover,
when it's like WHY ON EARTH.
must we everynight arnd midnight off th com? 12am sharp or so.
-.- last time we didn't need to, din't we ?
so.. we stopped com at arnd 12 plus.
cause wanted to bathe.
Finally i looked in My wardrobe,
and i truly understood th meaning of pathetic... D:
i cldn't really find clothes suitable for both of them,
for slpwear and outingwear today and lastnight.
Aft tht we cooked maggie and watched One More Chance.
both me and wanr. watched it before,
so wanr. went to slp alittle earlier thn us first,
as she didn't have enough slp th past nights? and she had trg.
wait til watched finish th show thn we cleared and slpt
aft some lame stuffs we did to pass time haha.
Second. Early in th morning,
cld hear a v.loud living alarm keep walking here and thr,
~~asking~~ shouting us to wake up. mum -.-
finally woke up. gt shouted by mum alot of times.
which make my mood like zooooom. go down.
i guess she spoiled everyone's mood. :/
quickly rushed -.- and make our way to suntec.
i'm sry girls .. i had to let y'all wake up so early,
get nagged, and still , attend church w. me. D:
before tht, we ate breakfast and played arcade. (:
th service today was Boring.
It's soooooo profound. i don't understand at all :/
and, i really didn't have th mood to sing..
throat was like so dry and just so lazy. -.-
sry if i seemed like i wasn't serious etc. ]x
mid of service gt quite down, and slpy.
dono why.. but anw thru out th service cheered,
cause wanr. and jas peied me talk alittle. (:
lols.. aft tht jiu go back liaos ,
take things frm my hse thn they homed .
Third. Mum asked them to bring back many things.
lols, when it was so nt like it was impt or what -.-
ate lunch which dad and i packed and here i am.

Mum is so wulixunao most times.

i don't even know when it's gd mood, when nt.

why must she always be like tht :/

Sorry in any case.

2007-12-14T20:37:00.001+08:00

2007-12-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

Oh yah.

forgotten to update abt ytd yeap.

ytd watched The Golden Compass.

w wanrong, jasnyn, and korkor. (:

Th show was like cooool ? nice lah.

nice ending , :D i wanna have a pet of my ownnnnn too.

I want a .. dinosaur! yes, i want a dinosaur! :D

okay, so abstract. -.-

before th movie we went to Seoul Garden.

Mwahaha. i had lots of laughter thr. (:

we kept laughing canx. can did loads of crazy stuffs :].

thnks kor for paying some :P

lol, and those two girls were really fun to be w lahs. (:

we kept playing w th food :P ahah.

altho th food thr wldn't really v.nice kay.

cause it's like no butter, all chaoda haha. :D

The Food.
.....................

HAHAHA. tell me you're hungry :].

Geez, chaoda. and i know you can't see th black thing.
but it's th chicken etc, we drop thr :/

The Sactisfied Customers.
.........................

yay :D i love outings w them :D
.................

Today.
In th morning bro had to see th dentist.
mum and dad brought him thr.
gosh, believe it anot. he plucked out four teeths today.
three at one go, and one later on.
And even th dentists were curious on,
how come his teeth were so big and abnormal.
to them, they said, rare case.
poor me tho. mum just said want me go checkup.
No matter how much i refused, she just keep persisting.
still nt forcing meh -.- thn she promise she will consider smth.
so i went loh.. end up bloodyhell gt to pluck out one teeth too-.-
haha, but nt pain lah.
seeing th person pluck bro teeth was terrible.
th dentist really used his might to pluck out his teeth. [below pic]
cause it was abnormalily long and big. Geez-.-
and thr was alot of blood. somemore need do surgery on him.
dono cut off part of his gum :/ andand aft pluck out tht teeth below,
still need stitch how many sia.
and bro still need go back afew rounds.
so Erxin loh. but got x-ray which is so cool.
netherless, the total bill was 800plus -.-
Expensive.

I present you.. my bro's teeth.
yeap th whole white thing. Gosh -.-
Elephant teeth ahah.
&* it's only th baby teeth.
His other side also must do exactly th same thing,
as today. brave lah he.

2007-12-12T10:11:00.001+08:00

why.........................................................................
i feel like, .. $^%(&^(*%&%&^% * (fill it yrself).
and i don't even really know th reason.
and it makes no logic. Ahhhhhhhhhhhzzz
Crap lah. i'm feeling so stupid over some whateverz!
-.- LA. in th first place cause i know i'm nt zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
impt alr :( LOOOOLLL.
k, whateverzzzz. -.-
and hor, i also dono wtheck i'm talking.
so bloodyhell , ignore me puhlease.

Off To Maple.
oh great. even maple is so kindest to me.
it's having a server check now. 930 to 1230.
fuck lahs. -.- i want play jiu like tht.
zzz, feeling more *(fill in yrself).
Lol.

2007-12-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

Helo. i'm blogging.
basically, cause i'm really bored.
and playing maple ain't a gd idea nw.
cause no one's online to play w me D:
And, bro is at orbis. Boredom.
Andand, i don't wanna train.
cause i'm lazy, it's bored,
and for what? wait til i pq until shiok dao.
thn i'll chiong lvl. w wr, and jas. (:

Regarding th current blogskin,
LIKE RAWR. argh.
it's look really ugly now i know.
by right at th side thr gt this box,
w all th infor, and you can like navigate.
thought it was really nice and sweet,
who knows. tht box gt prob now.
Fyi. it's nt me only, others also experiences th same prob.
so crappy lah, D:
why these few skins i chose nowadays keep gt prob.
it better be settled soon lah.
later hor, .. haha. x= nvminds.
if i really can't stand this sickening skin, i'll just change a skin.
And oh, i'm beginning to fall in love w haloscan.
Ohgosh, tht's so wrong.
:D

& oh yes baby ! :Di finally figured out what's wrong.
and i changed to show 2posts, and thr!:D i'm so jubilant.
thnks to th person who tagged at th blogskiner profile.
yay , so sry showing two posts only.
argh tht's all th blog layout can permits. x=
and, i don't wanna put archives.
it goes back all th way to June/July 2006
whr it was hell time for me .
I'M ONE HAPPY SHIT NOW. >:D

Sunday, 9th December
Hello Readers! (:
It's abc.early in th morning ,
and i'm here netherless.
changed th skin :D
hope yah like it,
and oh those songs rocks.
(:

& Edited -
This skin currently only shows th posts,
and apparently many experiences such probs too.
so while i find th solution,
i might be using haloscan or what. (:
& so continue tagging ppl k?
and paiseh for th error or navigations.
basically, means tht no profile, links etc.
bear w it awhile :D

& I PUT TH HALOSCAN IN ALR.
TAGS OKAYS? LOVES.

PS//. lol it's actually two posts. but i gt really pissed,
and squeeze them both tgt :]

2007-12-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

It was sad.

The Last Farewell to a place we grew up frm.

a place so familiar, and what is rebuilt,

can nvr beat th memories we get thr.

even if a better building is built

hey reader. (:

backed frm tps's reunion dinner.

And it rocks th maxxxxxxxxxx core. :D

and, th ppl really took efforts organising it lahs.

:D thnkyou for organising , you-know-who-you-are (:
believe it anot, only Seven of us were in th table,

for th 2006 batch.

And only like 12/13 2006 batch turn up ? pathetic.

I bet you'll be feeling th same way like how i do now,

if only you were thr, at tht spot, tht atmosphere.

today will be our last time seeing this sch.

A place whr we grew up in, for six years.

And it's really th last farewell to this sch.

During th end of Pri sch, even tho we bidded farewell,

we still meetup and all.

This. Our Primary Sch. how to meet up ?!

tell me. even if rebuilt, also nt th same.

who cares if it's better or not -.- Th memories.

so, it was namely.
Wanrong, Jasnyn, Joelle, Sherri, Xueqi, Jieqi. :D

we formed a table - right at th back. haha

did took some pichas but it's nt w me.

shall wait for them, and thn post. :]

th performances were like funny and yet, nice.

haha. to me, it was worth it.

Esp. th lucky draw. Zomg. it was so nervous and tense. :P

Joelle was telling wr to help her take if she zhong,

and she really did. and she was th first.

& so zhun, it was right aft she say it .

Haha, but it was only a $5 metro vouncher.

hahahahahahaha

oh yah ,

th sourvenir is a radio (human figure),

and a testtube filled w tps's soil .

aha, dono how to explain lahs..

but it's kinda cute. :P

what else....

i'm so gonna miss tps mansxz.
altho two years more, and it'll be rebuilt.

w new facilities.. indoor sports hall, etc.

I'll still miss it :D
& this post is to rmb this day (:
&//. great, i forgotten hellloads of things to say -.-

& oh, and thnks to those 2006 batch, who didn't go for th reunion dinner.
(either y'all didn't want to, didn't make it, cldn't go .. )
Thnks-oh-so-very-much. idk how to express my gratitude lahs hor.
thnks for making us stand out so much hor,
us, being th only approximately 12/13 of th 2006 'batch. & look like oh , kiddy. very -
yr "kind" actions were greatly appreciated, not.

Byebye Tps,
Hello Tps.

2007-12-08T12:34:00.001+08:00

here to try out smth, ..
thought finally know liao o.0
Argh.
anw, was looking thru some songs.
finding, hear, listen, went thru lahs.
T.T gt reminded of th past.
No Promises -
it was in Nick's profile last time, i rmb.
when he was w joyce.
or whatever, guess y'all won't understand what i'm saying.
:D so must cheer,
can't let it affect my mood again!
Gt a feeling gonna zihigh again -.-

& i'm nt gonna be affected by th past.
tho i want back those happy moments,
whr we were such close cousins.
man, i miss y'all.

2007-12-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

Backed !
oh yes i am :D
morning post is just below uh.
aftnoon
decided to go visit tps choir, like oh-so-finally.
cause tmr's their last choir practice ,
and last day the P6's. choir ldr.. etc. ;D
so yeaps, made a decision to go thr.
on th way somekinda how, gt a feeling
tht wr and joelle would be thr. And i'm right. :D
anw , .. back to th point.
called jolene, thn she was free. so went thr.
went thr, and finally understood what -
those ldrs meant all along. haha.
saw their standards and all ..
thn halfway thru th practice ,
went buy food w wr and joelle.
cause they were also at tps.
helping out in tmr's reunion dinner.
and i helped them aft buying food :D
okay.. smth like tht uh.
we began pasting th stickers on th sourvenir.
:D i like th sourvenir.
haha, it makes me laugh. HA HA
and it's memorable.
somekinda, somehow, somewhat.

SO !
* ppl , rmb to come for th reunion dinner tmr.
:D cause you paid for them yeah.
$20 is no peanuts, but i think it's worth.
cm'on k? just to remind y'all.
Loves <3

Tkcare ?
lols. why am i posting all these for
oh whatever

2007-12-07T08:44:00.000+08:00

Hey You Ppl Yo.

haha , it's early in th morning 8.40 am ! (:
waitwaitwait. i cldn't help it lahs. -.-
this idiot, he woke up at seven plus can ! stupidity.
thn he f.go on th radio, and play th com.
make me wake up at seven plus, just to see him alr using th com.
-.- but i went back to slp still [:
and woke up at 8.20 like tht. rawrs, he's noisyhhh lah.
:D:):]:(:[:{:}:X:S:P:C:@:#:$
sayonara, cyou idiot laptop later. >:D

END OF POST.

2007-12-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

hahahaha .
i'm abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxz effing rotting :D
yeap! :D but i'm zi-highing all of a sudden !
(:

Three Cheers to me.
:D

it's no wonder and no surprise -
tht i'm actually zihighing.
Tell Me .
if you stay at hm two days, (except for trg) -.-
and nvr go out at all . let's have a little drama here ,
and outside is raining cats and dogs and pigs . how abt tht -.-
gosh , it's no wonder i'm zihighing right ?!
reallyreally bored. [:
ytd started playing maple agains.
gt tempted to play. argh, temptations :D
Noobs us. N.Wanrong, N.Jasnyn, N.kelly.
ho yes . lame yeah , bear w. me awhile more nia.
i'm ending this post liao .

ok.. let's see.
i'm using laptop now.
and i'm nt suppose to install any games !
but cause i'm well , .. idiotic ,
i'm downloading maple! Yes.
wondering if can dl audi and play too.
but i'm ain't going to go over th line too much.
one game shld be enough (:

Thr. Here. This.
shall gonna this post w ...
o.0 ? i realised i started zihighing ,
only aft a call . and nw i'm really confuse XD.
-.- nonsensical Right ?!
YAH WHATEVUR LAH .
how come ah .. -.- to another qn. hahhah! bet you're confused.
nt. as if. nt. as if. as if. nt. nt. nt. as if. nt. nt. as if. nt.
stop denying alr ! C'mn on :D just say tht you're confuse. tag would be fine [:

BYEBYE.

2007-12-05T15:25:00.000+08:00

i'm here to post again.
but have nth to blog abt.
so bye.
~~in just a matter of days... why.. i'm sry if i did anything wrong.~~

i was happy really.

i'm unsure what'll happen next ,.

maybe i'll be a millionaire ! -.-

2007-12-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

wthellll .
i'm really sucha gabbage D:
WLAO .
can you believe it ?!
what an idiot . -.-
tell you .. have you ever seen a person did th layout,
and everything , and keep saying gt prob ,
but nvr even try saving and view !
fuck . -.- and i even ask th kind blogskinner .
and she told me , just save.
reallyreally, have you seen an idiot like me ? -.-

sososo , i'm done w this skin..
by right should haven been okay last week.
D: and, i posttttttt right nw.
(:

don't blame me for being a retard.
cause i forgotten what i wanna say.
but yeah, ignorance is bliss. :D

...................

tho it's quite long alr, but these are th ppl. (:

2007-12-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

sad.
i alr found th blogskin tht i really liked.
but i can't use it, due to some unknown probs.
by right, it shld be okay.
it just make it more disheartening to post.
haishsxz. D:
sososo, i've make a grave decision.......
& tht's to wait for it to be alright thn post again.
-.-
okkkkkkkkkayyyyyes ? :D

& oh-so-greatest,
i gt hit five times today by th bball.
wows. what a warmwelcoming given by th bball.
shit. and so qiao, today wr didn't come down bball.
.______. cool. -.-
& ytd watched enchanted. :D:D
nice kaysXz . go watch, hahahah.

till thn,
takecares. i'll be back SOOOON.
LOVES X3

2007-11-28T11:49:00.001+08:00

& yet another time where i saboed th team.

one of th many times,

and many more to come.

greatwork, kelly.

shall post later when i come home, maybe.

grats teamys upon victory & sorry too.

4points. 2balls. ~~if i had nt played, it could have been added in.~~

oh fantastic. i forgotten what i wanted to say.

tht's all for this post.

later shall post bah ? see if can online first .

2007-11-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

*****************

pics are for ytd.

1] wr's new look [: cute huh.

2] Jas in th midst of haircut.

3] Me & wr :D

4] Me & wr :D

5] Reflection of me & wr - pepsi -.-

yeap! thr, for ytd.

for me? my hair no much diff lahs , thn i only cut today alone ,

thus , no pics for today .

& i wldn't be posting these pics up ,

if nt for th fact tht i've alr uploaded it :D

oh, and i swear wr & jas look Even More cute kaysXz .

hahaha x= i'm crap!
today didn't work in th end ,

and we played cards thruout th day,

when i met them hurhurs.

:D tmr! gosh, have yet another friendly match?

i think this time against bedok green.

and mr.teo says secones get to play finally, i wonder lah -.-

sacrely it's another lie -.-

& i can't be late! hell no. cause i've alr make breakfast app. w corin.

tht can motivate me to wake up for trg bah.

i hope . x=

2007-11-27T09:53:00.000+08:00

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:D helo thr!
see my artpiece up thr , yeap! nice right :D
okays , i know tht , stfu . hoho
ytd worked , :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
oh & wr and jas cut their hair ytdddd :D:D:D:D:D:D
-.- okay, and since i'm like so bored ,
& no one is gonna pei me ,
andand , i didn't manage to cut hair ytd ,
i'm so gonna go cut hair later :D YAY? -.-
oh, and i overslept thn didn't manage to go trg.
i swear i did try k. -.- but i woke up like 8 plus.
and i used th commmmmmmmm (:
-.- still gt what to post?
today's gonna work again,
and meeting th girls later.
they're currently at it thong's hse,
they stayed over lah [:
i think tht's abt all for ytd, today, blah?
i'm crappy, it's crappish, you're crapped.

(thr! a idiot w pink eyes & red mouth, yes :D )

2007-11-26T14:27:00.000+08:00

too lazy. and third post for th day =/ -.-
http://picasaweb.google.com/rikuyuna94/CareLoveGathering
th pics for tht day pri sch gathering.
go and see if you wanna know.
too lazy lah.
and it's easier. gt love and care gathering too.

2007-11-26T14:14:00.000+08:00

i swear i can hear jiexin's blogsong until i go out.
some kinda it really relates to my mood now?
idk why. Wait for you - & idk why it relates too.
th sarcasm on her blog was funny yeap,
but can't bring myself to laugh?
okay, i think i've lost th ability to laugh at hm.
or when i'm at th com.

D:
i can't help it if you guys think i'm just seeking attention.
really, if tht's what you guys thr thinking,
just think so. anw, it doesn't matter.

2007-11-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

let me do some reflecting.
back to tht down mood.
and i alr try to think abt happy stuffs......
but to no avail. D:
i on th msn, and i wonder too,
who to talk to. but wait amin, it doesn't concern them.
would they even care?
i guess all will just slowly accumilate ,
and i'll get use to it, and be happy again :D
for now, just leave me alone. pls?
argh, stop calling me emo, whatever.
i'm nt, nt, NOT. k?
i just need time to cool down ,
tht's it. ;D

helo thr, i'm tht loser.

2007-11-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

rar.
just nw i tried putting th archives.
mans. first thing saw june/july 2006.
gt reminded of th ugly past. D:
so took th archives out & man, don't decide to put it back :D
but it's quite cool lah, really.
to be seeing all th past posts and be surprised tht you even posted tht back thn.
when i don't even rmb posting anything like tht o.0
haha. oh, and being so childish last time.
yeapyeaps. it was funny lahs.
today bored @ hm.
wanna go outtttttt D':
back i think everyone also familydaying nw. hah
so have to spend th day at hm rotting.
and, had a tiff w bro again. he suck bigcock. -.-
wtfuu. he's sucha a f.liar bastard.
anw, i'm alr using th com and locking myself in th room :D
tht's for today? oh, and goldenpillow is yummy ^^

bye ppl, takecare.

2007-11-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

.pictures.

-------------------

i'll let pictures do th talking. [:
pic 1 & 2 ; me & wr trying to be some retards ,
so tht we won't be caught on tv -.- yah , i'm lame! :D
pic 3 ; mediacorp threatre! whr th psc show was held .
pic 4 ; me , wr & jas :D
pic 5 ; me & wr :D
pic 6 ; wr & jas :D
pic 7 ; me & wr.
&. i know i'm purely ugly. so stfu -.-
today, outing w wr & jas .
whr wr gt six tickets to th tv show psc night.
broadcast on saturdays 8-9 pm.
& it was simply coolness ,
but th waiting time was wasted lahs.
i felt like some kuku cause it was like my first time to mediacorp. o.0
yah lahs , i noob whats .
kelly poon was pretty, and th male singer was cool & shuai? :D
-.- okay, shall end th post here.
wr & jas made my day today *

& i shalln't post pics of my pri class gathering.

cause well, we didn't took much photos anw, in my phone.

if i happen to get them , i promise i'll post. (:

PS// i'm sry ppl, i know my posts are really crappish.

i'll try shortening my post as much as i can.

cause i'm sucha lame crapper,

& i guess some of you don't give a sh*t to what i say liao,

cause it's like rubbish alr? :D yeap.

sosososo, i shldn't post too much rubbish here :D
i promise. you can spare yr eyes yeap!

2007-11-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

yeah! ;D
currently showing only one post.
fickleminded. haha.
you know , girls. hoho
later meeting w th girls again X3
they totally rocks lah.
& i posted okaysxzsxzsxzxzxzxsxz.
:D

2007-11-23T15:02:00.000+08:00

decided upon showing two posts now.

still deciding if showing three posts. -

saw this in jiexin's blog.

"backstabbing everywhere. is friendship really that fragile?don't tell me that a moment of tolerance ain't worth it;to keep a friendship, that could last forever.even though i'm not involved in all these craps, i do feel the pain.it really leaves me wondering, would anything last forever?but once again, if nothing's forever, then what is it for?"

somehow i kinda agree w her.
tho it hasn't happen on me currently,
i really fear it would soon. it was what i've been fearing.
occassionally, feeling some kinda shitty bad feelings
tht smth bad was gonna happen.
& pls take note , tht this post doesn't particularly mean anyone alrights.

anw, Ms.Neo . pls cheer lahs .
and sometimes i wonder how come some of yr words
are so true, and profound at times. o.0 mayb you copied them.
lalala. whatever haha :D

and thus, it makes me realise th imptance of great.frenship

:D Ms.Chan, Ms.Koh, Ms.Lim, Ms.Fertile.

yeaps these ppl are what makes th word 'Frens' in my dictionary.

loves.

All this might sound lame to all of you.

Five words ; I don't give a reap.

a blog is a place whr you express yr inner thoughts,

yet some fuckers out thr make ppl feel restricted to blog.

as in, i mean every words i say,

if you think its utter rubbish,

i rather you don't comment abt it. serious.

thnks tho.

2007-11-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

currently showing only one post

urm , came here , and suddenly didn't intend to post .

so .. don't expect posts frm me for th next few days .

cause i really gt this bad feeling tht next few days will be like hell . D:

................. i regret lah .

stupid kelly.

idiot kelly. kelly,shut yr gaps awhile also cannot,

stupid kelly. you f.talkative bitch.

idiot kelly. -.- what's yr motive by doing all these? idiot.

Byebye ? and fyi. i'm nt emoing ok.

you think who will give a reap to what you're blogging? wakeup, idiot.

2007-11-20T15:49:00.000+08:00

currently at lan w jaskokoh.
wahahha . -.- cause i can't like use com at hm .
cause of this retarded.idiot who uses com 24/7 everyday. -.-
okoks . my main purpose of this post ,
tht i have to come all th way to lan, and still post is ........

stupid.lesbo.tomboy.steady! :
faster come back frm yr stupid chalet lahs !
hahaha. thn weds i will get tht stupid psp frm you. :D
thn i shall borrow it until fri, thn pass to jas , thn pass back to you,
thn pass back to me ! like tht, we shall nvr return wq th psp :D
okay, i seriously guess you're at WWW now.
saddy, me and jas have to come lan at igt. boredom.
hahahahahaha. you must be seriously touched right!
a whole post for you! WOOOTS * to thnk me,
just faster come back and pei me lahs .
:D thnkyou .
byebye .
& PS// yr bro is damndamndamn funny like fuuuuu.
wthell -.-

2007-11-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

haven't posted for hundred & One days .
Zomg . O:
wahahahas .
i promised to be good and nt post emo stuffs here rights .
:D i fulfilled my promise .
yays . -.-
& life haven't been tht Good . D: etc/ fam*
so..
today worked !
woohoos . soooooo long nvr work .
so long cansxz . :D
but today really v.suay for me & thong .
hahahahs . we sold th lowest today among all th days we worked .
ha. imagine tht -.-
but we were high again once we ate .
saddy tht thong had to leave early .
a pathetic sum of money . :/
yahyahyah . o.o haha .
wr's grp was okays loh .
compared to mine ? ;D
but other ppl were likeeeeeee .. pro .
-.- no use envying lahs D:
today working gt see alot ppl . :D many tpsians toooooo
oh, before working gt met up w joling toos .
me, wr, jas, joling met up first .
aft some slacks , thong and her dad fetch us to working place .
thnks uncle .
andands . i was v.hyper aft earning so little .
it beats me why too . :/
even now as i post i'm veryveryv. high.
OMGOSHS . ZOMG . OHMYGODS .
-.- i told you i wasn't on th right mind .
forget it .
byebye -.-
or i will spout more nonsenses :D
another nonsense first, waitwaitwait . !

i wanna thnk :
* wr for calling me on th way back hm. XD
* wr and jas for eating dinner . -.-
* thong for working today -.-
* wr, jas, joling and thong for going out today . -.-
* youuuuuu . for reading this post and tagging later on -.-
* ohohoh! god for letting me live to live today. and th many[?] days to come.

i told you. i told you.
i'm full of rubbishs nw.
as you can seeeeee by nw ?
OUTCOME OF BOREDOM .

wr, jas, thong, joelle

loveloveloves is th loves :D

♥

2007-11-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

♡ the point of view outside ,

is always better than the inside .

it's quite saddening to only realise it now .

Andandand . It Is So Random! ohpls . -.-

i was like during trg ,

thn i looklooklook , thn thought of this .

stupidity right ? :/ zzz's .

ytd was Yinghui's bday! hoho , happy bday senior! x3

aft tht , went hm , nth to do .

rotrotrot . thn go bball again .

met wr , jas , thong .

[: tmr meeting them earlyyyy in th morning .

yeaps . blahblahblah .

i'm nt exactly hyper leh ,

but yet i am ? -.-

okay, only on this post .

i'm like so moody still .

wahahahs . get what i mean ?

no . -.- okay, i'm really siao .

talking to myself and ans'ing myself and such .

crazy girl like me -.-

btw , i've decided .

i'm gonna stop all these suckedup stuffs right hereeeee . {:

what for blog a post , thn spoil everyone's mood ?

sucha spoiler , i rather nt be .

so if i'm moody or what , don't expect to see posts [:

& you ppl out thr shall nt ask me for updates thn . hoho

okokays ? steady uh .

-.- unless , UNLESS . you so despo to see ppl sad lahs .

hahahahahaha , nah just jk alrights .

even if, i really really can't help but be emo, i will type like this [:

camouflaging, yayness.

yay. finally i can say byebye again .

i'm really like a mad person -.-

Omgosh . i'm insane .

helpppppp! what an idiot am i . -.-

many Z's. -.-

2007-11-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

no mood , thn hear abt such things .
still no mood .
anw realised tht our class gt one more couple .
woos , recently de .
grats .

more & more moodless .

2007-11-11T23:02:00.001+08:00

at a loss of words .
i dono why i'm suddenly like tht D:
shall nt post much today .
i just .. don't wanna be tht sucker in everyone's heart .
understand ? no, no one does .
it's just suddenly this feeling engulfing me .
it's nt cause of anything ,
and i'm curious why i'm like tht too .

feeling moody all over .

cause of no reasons , no whys .

i guess i'm insane .

super moodless . D:

fuck .

2007-11-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

btw, th string-like thing i and wr were eating are shweets :D v.nice loh, tho it looks gross. can play and tie it somemore -.-

hey ppl! ^^
Surprised right? i posted pics! hoho.
shall nt talk abt fam anymore, what a spoiler.
so.. today me, wr & jas went to katong . :D
karaokay and lan . same like tues . hoho
fun & cheap [:
didn't work today , i think next week thn starting work again .
urm , tht's th post today! {:
must cheer k ? ..
i want everyone to be happy! :D
esp: Wanrong, Jasnyn, Itthong, Joelle.
yeaps! as for me, i dono -.-
don't worry, i'll be happy outside.
i won't spoil ppl mood.
soooooo .. must happy w me -.-
ok. i'm getting so nonsensical tht i dono wthell i'm talking .
forget it , sayo .

Frens are love :D

it was she who gave me life,

and it was she who ruined it.

why must they make a fool out of me?

i thought i had th happiness i wanted.

but hell, it didn't last long.

this life.

♥

2007-11-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

i nearly forgotten today's deepavali .
i woke up w this suckiest mood .
cause i knew i would be hm th whole day .
and had to face those monsters th whole day ,
be it , they will scold , nag , or whatever .
i alr lose interest .

i haven't smiled at all since th whole aftnoon .
had been giving this sickening attitude to those monsters .
even if they were angry , i didn't bother to give a fdamn .
cause . it doesn't matter what .
altho tht femalemonster returned to normal ,
i don't care . she might appear like nth happened ytd ,
but hey , i can't ok . aft all , i was th victim .
she was th attacker . who suffered ?
of course she can act all she want lah ! D:
hurt also nt her , pain also nt her ,
everything all i suffer myself ,
of course she effing wanna forget what she did ytd .
i can't . call me xiaoqi , call me unreasonable .
anything . i've had enough .
i think i'm giving up hope on this fam anw.
even if, mum decides to dicvorce dad ,
in th beginning of next year ,
so be it . just don't bother me alr .
I'M SICK OF ALL TH ADULTS F.NONSENSE .
just stay them away frm me .
they ain't worth any of my tears ,
anymore .

on a cheerer note ,
HAPPY DEEPAVALI ! :D
sry if my post spoiled yr day .
but happy deepavali ,
hope you enjoy yr holidays !!!!
especially wanrong . hoho
be it tht you're a chinese , malay , bangala , eurasian .....
whatever . just enjoy th hols!
and just act like a ahpuhnehneh today also can .

i'm sure some of you would realise this part of th post.
thus this part ends here. end of show :D

luckily wr stopped me . but actually i could have left , it's only tht whr could i live?
i was dead serious and firmed abt packing some clothes and just leave. maybe i was too impulsive .
thnks steady. i'm sry tht you heard mum's nonsense.. i don't get it why she was like tht ytd .
thnks many, loves, and sry . (:

2007-11-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

2nd Time.
13 yrs in this fam.
yet, 2nd time havin' such thoughts .
at first , it was shelter , memories , and money .
now what is left is only memories .
if only i could have found shelter ,
it doesn't really matters alr . :/

just nw , like everything also don't want.
thn v.sian, thought over it.
if mum was so kbkp for so many yrs,
yet i could have endure it,
i shall talk to s.bro if anything crops up .
like. only left dad tht's besttttt .
mum & bro ? just treat them like some whatevers .
talk to me , ans . can't take it , sayonara .
D:

PS//. chalet was alright.
vivien didn't make it, due to phone probs .
D: she was missed.

thnks wanrong 'steady.

loves, and paiseh for mum's f.nonsense.

2007-11-04T12:42:00.000+08:00

helo.
gonna leave tmr.
suddenly when i'm nt hyper,
i don't wanna gooooooooo x=
i rather urm, play, outings, work? :/
hohoho , but still must go uh.
anw, also nt say v.like 1R6 lohs ......
wthells . but i also wanna go .
cause like fun ? ge pi .
i'll miss wr, jas, thong, joelle. x3
yeaps , this ppl , especially steady x=
Laughmyassie. haha ^^

dono what to post liao.
see mood if wanna post tmr.
thn i shall owe no post on tues :D
hoho. hehe. haha. huhu.
rockshit me :D

2007-11-04T01:10:00.000+08:00

updated :D
mwahaha
i don't mind living this life for eternity.
even if it means til th end of my lifetime.
atleast, i've joyed, 've experienced life.
no regrets, just happiness tht i've always wanted . (:
i lovelovelove . ops. so whatever !
x3

oh & 1R6s' pls take note:
this mon meeting @ pasir ris intr at 3.30 pm i think .
thn bring along yrself & clothes, & for some, slping bags!
mwahah. oh! toothbrushes, card games, GAMES.
oh! plsplspls. who got horror shows?
pls bring along horror cds! i wanna watch lahs !
thn bring along yr pokercards , uno cards, and whatever cards lah :D
lovelovelove y'all guys x=
chalet is frm mon to weds.
they said breakfast,lunch and dinner provided-.-
lol, so anything lah. thn if wanna go escape or www,
bring some extra money k?
PS. this is what i anyhow say de haha :D

one reason :
BOREDOM.
D:

2007-11-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO UPDATE.
:D

2007-11-02T01:14:00.001+08:00

sianed.
can't rmb what i wanna say uh .
sighs .
byebyeeeeee ,
boredom.

2007-11-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

mum's gone to korea for six days.
just nw earlier sent her to airport ,
wlao , like got this tinge of sadness cans .. D:
it's like will feel uneasy tht thr's one more lesser person in th hse.
thn i guess i'm gonna miss her ..... Naggings .
wahahha . not hearing her voice constantly for six days leh .
no big joke x= LaughMAO.

anw, tues stayed at jas hse, weds went back.
tmr thinking of staying @ rong's hse.
rawrs -.-
i'm thinking how long like i can pester parents
into letting me stay,stay like tht ..
somemore just nw call,
jiu talk for so long.
i think mum's not here, dad will nag lah.
& somemore, it's like a sch w/o dm.
wahahha. feels wierdooo .

let's talk abt life. -.-
still usual lahh...
thn outings w rong and jas always :D
they rule to th max core, hell. x=
ops. w/e w/e w/e w/e .
sometimes w thong & joelle too .
haha. tht's my life.

fyi. i'm alr extending this postttttt .

so yeah , forgotten what i wanna say for nw.
so, sayonara ppl! ^^

2007-10-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

YTD, FIRST JOB.
FIRST TIME GETTING HARDEARNED $.

satisfacted money.

ytd started work w wanrong,jasnyn,itthong,quanlong,and weiquan.

fun lah .. i wanna cont working.

altho th pay ain't high or what lah ..

i teamed w itthong only..

thn th others, they four tgt, they sold alot more thn us ah..

pro loh them .. thn aft somethings, homed @ 11 plus.

urm, alittle aft 11 only. i can't wait to start work again -.-

today, got back reportbook.

Mr Benson Teo was thr too.

he's my co-form tcher. o.o

didn't know tht, so he's my bball tcher,

as well as co-form tcher.

aiyah, anw results was like shit.

position was also low lah..

below ave, i think i th 2nd lowest/3rd lowest girl.

anything lah ...

D: i'm gonna study harder . i must .

haish, thts all ..

suddenly getting back those stupid thinkings. D:

like last time like tht, thn i really don't want k..

it's like , keep thinking everything won't work well for me.

thn v.soon, everything which i cherish now,

will like vanish. thn i'll be left w nth.

thn history will repeat itself.

& suddenly, coming online bcomes another sady reason of this thinkings too .

like i dono what th meaning of all these.

like... all th badie things coming one aft another now.

thn thr's tht obfy. thingy tht i totally don't like imh.

andandand, what if i'm not needed at all?.. lastly.

2007-10-24T11:06:00.000+08:00

helo.
skipped sch today again :D
cldn't wake up. thn jiu nvr go loh ..
ytd also, thn missed first bball trg.
aww.

firstly, abt ytd..
DEEPLY SORRY.
feeeeeling so really guilty D:
blooody korkor, he had no rights .
NO RIGHTS . to chase my frens out. D:
I HATE HIM. I SWEAR.
sighs, fucking bro. i really dono what i did to deserve sucha bro. D:
when did i ever chase his frens out?! OR off th internet when he's using it halfway?!
OR keep kpo'ing into his bis, or phone, msg, just evasdrop.
WHEN?! ever, did i ? .. thn why had he did this to me.
& even chased my frens out of th home?!
how could he.. c'mon lah, so what if we're siblings?
my frens are just as impt. it's not as if he's great.
I HATE HIM . ytd he even tried twisting & turning th story.
i shouted @ him real hard, i thn don't care him lahs .
D: and we quarreled. i will nvr put this thing down .
he likes ruining my life. what a idiot.
i sweared. frm 23/10/07 onwards, i won't ever talk to him unless a need arise.
unless he change. unless he apologises. unless he regrets.
and i demand an apology to me and my frens k. REALLY, HE SPOILS MY DAY.
HE SPOILED OUR DAYS .
even as i talk abt it, my blood boils. D:
Money,shelter, & memories , are just what really holds me away frm th family.

i'll just say it, read this ppl,
i wish i could have hit him at tht instant.

ytd, Rong, Jas and me met up .
we were really happy. really.
we went fairprice, thn later decided to order pizza to my hse.
splenddid? yes. yet an idiot had to spoil it later. D:
we ordered, it came, and we watched The Day Aft Tmr.
really scary . T.T
what if it happened to our Earth?
what if.. tmr's the end of the world.
and you only had 24 hours left,
to hold all yr memories at once,
before you die tmr. and thr's no escape.
would you rather sucide thn, or die tgt w others?
i guess i rather sucide D: gosh.
so we happyhappy watch, we scared, we relieved @ th happy ending..
thn we went in th room.
i wished i nvr stepped in thr.
i wished i didn't even have tht idiot in tht hse.
he just ruined my day like kns. our day rather.
i just went in & ask him for th com.
but he just had to kbkp. he just had to irritate and anger us.
and just had to act cool infront of his frens.
well, it didn't work for us k.
We got really pekcheked w him,
and ended up he sprouted nonsense to my frens.
chasing them out of th hse.
IDIOT! he not only broke his promise to me,
to let me use com once i returned hm.
he even chased my frens out.
i can't take tht lying down.
sighs, i used com for like 5 mins ytd. only.
HE LIAR. HE BASTARD. HE SUCH A LOUSY BRO.
so tht just spoiled our day like hell.
and we left hse straight to bballing.
met up w it thong & joelle later part.
at first.. i just really let my mood go like gonecase.
just sat over thr, writing on th floor,
Kennedy Sucks.
sighs, just saw ppl playing bball.
no mood. think abt bro, no mood. anger.
later part jiu finally ok :D
thn dawn came aft tht too.
learnt phipplipine language x=
bobo, kiki, didi, yitanyinamo.
hohoho. fun.
think abt th bro thing, still can't forgive him lah.
nvr ever will.
so homed @ 10. :D
gald tht we were finally all happy again ^.^

i swear i'm so gonna use com all day,
chase all his frens out of th hse,
and just complain like an idiot to my mum for every little reason.
his life would be like hell. he first made my life like hell.
if it's other frens he chased, nvmind. i won't be so angry.
but rongx & jas? hey, they're my g.frens k.
we went tru alot alr, dono since when,
even rongx,jas,thong,joelle, etc , they bcame part of my life.
like everyday going out.. just telling our probs to each other..
if just one sentence he said, broke our frenship.
i can nvr forgive him, cause he's not even more impt thn them. so what if he's my bro,
and hey, i'm not making a hell out of nth.
i hate him , i'd better rmb what he did ytd.
this post serve as a reminder.
i'm serious.

Frens Forever. :D
Wanrong, Jasnyn, Joelle, It Thong, Dawn ...

* & no. i'm not trying to be lame.
i know to some of y'all out thr.
it's just utterly rubbish, and nonsense.
but i'm serious.

2007-10-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

hello , really got to thnk y'all ? :D
so here ,
A BIGBIG ,
THANK YOU ! :D
ok, not possible i one siaozhabor suddenly say thnkyou lah -.-
is only tht, actually just now still moody.
thn i on mummy's laptop, thn it really brightened my day? :D
it cheered me up again uh .
:D THNKS YO! i know i'm like a madassie. -.-
five words : I Don't Give A Damn.
Joy has no reason or so-ever. :D
anw, i also know, this happiness won't last long.
SO! must be happy as long as it can last :D

Yay-ness !
today don't have MondayBlues lah .
talk abt it, actually have, but later cheered .
currently? SUPER HYPER -.-
wthells :D
let's talk abt today ..
actually no need to go sch today lah .
is i auto-wake up thn zoom to sch ok . -.-
cause today got detention -.- LAUGHOUTLOUD.
so go sch, i happyhappy leh .
thn aft tht, this Someone lah.
just like spoiled my mood? imagine.
you V.HAPPY leh.
thn you keep chitchatting to this someone.
hoping tht she'll cheer & talk back to you.
& maybe joke w you.
but hey , no.
she gave me this sickening attitude .
which spoiled my entire day. -.-
i talk to her, she just replied like relunctantly? NVM.
thn i aft tht serious lah, ask her qns.
she idiot, no reply me, ignore me.
sua. -.- i no talk alr,
pekcheked, go watch th VCD played. -.-
it's so whatever uh .
thn, i resume happyhappy again right .
go recess thn suddenly moody again .
zzzz. cause i wanted eat, go halfway to canteen,
we dono cause of what lah, jiu walkwalkwalk back.
thn nvr eat until .
lunch? ate @ 3plus?
whole day, ate only at 3plus.
nvminds , it's alr normal . xiguan liao -.-
lessons we got back our results .
chinese was quite sastified :D
maths - at least didn't fail .
but SHIT THT SCI .
i bloodyhell flunk it -.-
first time failing loh, sci.
40/100 ! you say leh ! angry mah!
2nd lowest in class leh!
-.- three failures, &i suaysuay happens to be one of them.
dono whether it's heng or what lah ,
thn jiu like tht , down again D:
cause right , this year, really got put effort study.
somemore th subject if wanna say right, study most
jiu shi sci le .
end up it's th suckiest sub i scored.
you say leh, all th efforts go down th drain.
somemore, don't study tht time th sci still can pass.
ARGH, terribly disappointed in tht results -.-

ANYWAY. :D

aft sch got detention loh .
i msgmsg until , Don't wanna go detention alr.
thn suay tht old man lah .
he go see me , thn ask me & farahin go detention .
IDIOT ! make me until pangseh rong,jas they all ?
shit him , so detent until three loh .
talked lots of craps w YingHui & her fren throughout th ending.
:D today detention got : Vivien,Farahin,Sarah,Yinghui,Yinghui's fren,
CherylHo,Jabrina. (shld be all [: )
those who like we got talk [:
detent finish, jiu go meet Rong,Jas, Joelle .
Makan'ed , pass present....... x= haha :D funie.
thn go bball . :D
met up w itthong at bbcourt.
Tmd. aft awhile , mummy jiu ask me go back arnd seven plus?
zzzz. spoil my mood . -.-
so i'd to pangseh ppl again .
URGH . make until i'm sucha baddie.
D: stinky mummy . haha
tht's abt it?
OH! today was another happy day.
cause everyone got back their mood today [:
yipee ~ if only this can last .
cause good things doesn't last long .
ATLEAST ALWAYS NOT ON ME .
this time it better last -.-
:D

A HAPPY KELLY SAYS GOODBYE!:D
to her laptop, & th person reading this now.
GOODBYE, stay happy always ~
(:

2007-10-20T00:54:00.001+08:00

these few days , sian'd lahs .
had actually thought it would have AtLeast been alright .
but hell no . D:
at least , it was far diff frm days back ..
could tell everyone was far moody D:
cause jas went to malaysia .
its pretty bored w/o her , wondering when she's back .
....

if thr's a need to upload those photos ,
it will be uploaded another time .
currently moody too .
needa think alot also .
fugly life . i hate it .

......
it's no point trying anymore . :(
anw, you think who'll give a damn to you .
when you're needed , you're a treasure .
when you're not , you're just a rubbish .
this is reality , & it's so much harder to accept
thn i had imagine .
& thr is yet , Relationships to think .
Family , Frens , ... <'3 ....
i don't wanna care alr.
just chack them all one side ,
& i wonder who would even cared or bother ,
OR EVEN REALISED my absence . -.-
actually no one. D:
they hate me more.
D: i don't wanna say no more.
i said a whole lot of long crap earlier.
and it was just not fated to be posted up here.
And it was deleted.
D: anw i don't care. it doesnt mean anymore.
this worthless life, take it , leave it, - i don't care.
Feel like crying out loud ,
but turned arnd , and thr was no shoulder to lie on ,
no ears to listen to me ,
no words to comfort me .
they just really really didn't GiveADamn to me .
. i 'm really no emo'ing , am i not ?

2007-10-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

i'm so angry , so angry , so angry ... D:
50 dollars just fly away cause of tht bloody phone of mine .
had wanted to use it for other things ,
buy clothes etc , even if not buy clothes , also not on phone right ?!
idiot !!!!!!!!!! D:
thn i think & think ..
it's only aft i msg him tht i msged so much .. D:
so i got really pekcheked lah .
total msgs for one month : 1900 ++ .
thn i tio lah ! my $50 also gone , xinteng lah .
no bank acc also lah .
D: daddy give me money like nvr give like tht .
i'm like angry w myself & him . D:
more on him uh .. sians .
nowadays keep losing my mood & tamtrum .
sighs .
actually ppl is more & more happier w each other ..
but me ? i get more & more irritated ..
I Really Already Tried .
I swear , but i just can't help it ..
i know i sucks , i said before many atimes .
& have since really started thinking ,
and just regreted D:
i always cause such noobshits .
..........

$50 , mum don't wanna help me pay .
just like tht , & i'm left w no money alr.
r.don't wanna keep msging liao ,
waste my msgs on :
"orh .. " "o.O"
smtimes , this is all he msg me .
one msg just gone like tht .
other msgs , i get really piss .
AHHHH SHIT MYSELF .
I'm sucha diff person to please .
D:

AHHHHHh .
feel like going to somewhere dark and ulu ,
just scream like :
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
W/e.
i sound like a mad cow.
but tht's what i hope .
hopes don't come tru D:

I-ye-e-ye ~
cute ! butterfly song :D
manymany songs , wanrong listen intro .
so cute lah . can imagine her singing :D
haha . i'm really sian'd . )':
Jas won't be arnd w us for some time .
awws D: she's going genting ?
aiyah , dono uh .
i've not gone overseas for long alr .
D: wai mian de feng jing mei chi be li mian de hao .
can't help but rmb of those times .

my $50 . D:
i hate myself !!!!!!!!
$50 . it came easy ,
yet went easier .
yi chang huan xi , yi chang meng .
i hate everything D:

2007-10-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLO.
today i malu myself manymany times lah !
urgh , idiot me T.T
hahahaha .
i'm so siao now , cause i'm bored .....
reallyreally v.bored .. awws . -.-
i know i s.siao , just now so down ,
come back hme hyper again .
w/e ! can't help it , this is kelly whats . :D

Today is REALLY shuay loh .
tmd . first is th weather , argh , shit it -.-
secondly , is i keep malu'ing myselffffff .
argh , shit tht too . -.-

th weather really spoil our day today loh .
urgh , stupidstupid weather D:
crap lahs . we nvr go out play bball alr jiu stop raining .
once we happyhappy go out play alr jiu rain again .
keep like tht leh . over & over again for dono how many times ..
so mostly stayed under th void deck loh , we all ..
at first , We all got train ..
but Rongx & Jas train super more lah ...
cause i & Thong nvr bring shoes & towels , etc etc etc ..
thn aft tht , we try go out play bball , rain again -.-
subsequently , keep raining , stop , bball , rain .
aiyah , so we stayed under void deck chit-chat like tht loh ..
thn went eat dinner , home-shweet-home le .
watched nine o'clock show , & now using mummy's laptop :D
th nine o'clock show like cute seh .. x=
ok lah , at least it's better thn th police show ,
for meeee lah . not sure y'all . (:

zzz , forgotten what i wanna say le ..
z - z - z - z - z - z - s .......
GRRRR ! just rmb tmr got sch D:
& i still owe OM one detention ..
MR.OM , for goodness sake , just forget abt th detention . :D
yeah , thnkyou v.much (:
tht's abt it . :D
oh yah , rmb sec ones !
tmr post-exams activity , puhlease rmb to wear your PE shirts .
(:

WANRONG , JASNYN , IT THONG , JOELLE made my day today :D
loveloveloves (:

i'm so contradicting . arghs .
when he don't msg me tht time , i feel weird .
yet when he finally msg me , i just hope he will shut his gaps ,
and just shut irritating me ..
thn aft which i'll feel guilty to th max.
-.-
this isn't happiness , ain't it ?

2007-10-16T13:03:00.000+08:00

nownownownownow..
wtheck have i done to this blog .
hoho , nvm'd :D

i wannnnna erase th blogs postssssss !
but its like so many , many , many ......
and currently nth to do right now ..
boredom .
yet no one to talk to .
or play w , or msn w , or sms w .
or anything uhs ..
it's like i scared th more i talk to ppl
th more irritated they'll be .
i want back th old times lah ..
i want back th old mood lah ..
feeling like shit now .
this feeling's so shitty lah ,
but thn i also dono whats wrong w me .

i'm really, really going insane .

2007-10-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

.... why is showing only a few post so difficult ..
rawhs . whatta noob lah me -.-
anw three cheers to me flooding my own blogger :D

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really really really really stupid me- .-

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really really really stupid me -.-

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really really stupid me -.-

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really stupid me -.-

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stupid me -.-

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Shit myself
Shit myself
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Shit blogger . stupid me -.- stupid blogger .

Congrats lah kellyng,

you did another additional idiotic thing.

You good loh. Shut up for once also won't die right?!?!?!

i really hate myself lah, i'm such a fool.

-.-

2007-10-16T01:48:00.005+08:00

stupid me -.-